You become responsible, forever, for what you have tamed

Cannot stand the thought that I'd have to repeat my exams in August, however my brain has become so unresponsive that repeating is becoming more and more likely. More than I'd like to admit it anyway. Tomorrow, Chemistry. Thuesday Biology, should be badass enough, though Wednesday will be worse for sure. Then Thursday, with easy Biology stuff. I hope this time next week, Ill be able to say I did a good job. Though it is not until the results that I'll know for sure.
I hate reality.
I hate responsibility and I hate chemistry. thermodynamics.. embryos.. calculus and air pollution.
I want my life back:(

Time flies, unlike chickens!

Shopping, Studying and Cleaning my room.
Can't be done at the same time! obviously. Im thinking of posting some photos of my room when it's clean, because I love my room. But untill then I need to finish sorting out winter clothes, and shoes.
study needs to happen too, sometime today!
This time, next month I'll be finished 1st year of college. Time flies, unlike chickens!

Remains from my ombre hair. Lol.

Abel Korzeniowski + Genetics

Late Night Tales stuff

sunshine, now you can go fuck yourself. I do not want sunny days anymore.

Tutorials. Feeling like a boss because I recognise equations

Songs of the day
Anna Maria Jopek - Ja wysiadam
Royksopp - Vision One
Johny Hates Jazz - Shattered Dreams
Bjork - Hidden Place
The Cure - Close to Me

Something went into my hip, it hurts when I walk.  Had a busy day today (woohoo!) No study was done today. I did go to three revision tutorials, so that clearly counts for something. I don't know what to do with my free time. This is how sad my life is.
Exams.. please be good to me and finish quickly.. Without repeating.

She won't crash on rocks

A ship inside a bottle
cannot sink,
or collect dust.
It's nice to look at
and floats on glass.
No one is small
enough to board it.
It doesn't know
where it's heading.
The wind outside
won't blow its sails.
It has no sails,
only a slip, a dress.
And beneath them,
jellyfish.
Her mouth is dry
though she's surrounded by water.
She drinks it
through the openings in her eyes
which never close.
When she dies,
it won't be noticeable.
She won't crash on rocks.
She will remain tall...
and proud. "
if you didn't kiss her
on your way out,
my love,
if you can,
kiss me
when you return.

Time has changed nothing. Amélie still seeks solitude

 

Everything is fine, trust me!

Oops, forgot to post that yesterday!
I was so tired  after 12 lectures of physical chemistry. my mind = fried!

Songs Of The Day
Korsakow - All that Love
Izrael - Children On The Road
Chris Rea - Josephine (French Edit) from Groove Armada LateNightTales

anyway, back to study.
Today : Proteins & Organelles

I'm having a bad day, so instead of complaining I'll post some princessy pictures. 

Let the study begin.

Joseph, Summer on the Westhil, Cottage cheese love and Tree Of Life

Spent last two hours, if not more doing two exam questions. Pretty slow? That only means one thing! Been talking to someone more interesting than the VSEPR theory! Turns out class reps aren't as bad as I thought;)
I love nights like this, you talk to somebody for the first time but it feels like you always knew them. Sad thing is I always feel like that about people, I guess its because I hardly talk with anyone.

Songs of the day;
Au Revoir Simone - Sad Song
I am Leaving - Blue Roses
Barry Adamson - The Vibes ain't nothing but The Vibes
Nazareth - Love Hurts
KoC - Summer on the Westhill

Films I was reminded to watch include Trainspotting. Drive should also be added to my list! Oh how I miss my movie nights. Exams really do kill every last bit of a hobby![ hobby is such a strange word.. lol.. hobbyt lol]

Do you like cottage cheese? I know I do! I'll keep eating my sandwiches, and read Campells. Tonight its the Tree of life.. and unfortunately I'm not on about the movie  (which is good!!)
I should be in bed. I think I'll just go to bed.

Joined Pinterest! Am I a middle-aged woman from the suburbs?!

Yeah, so pinterest.
So far I've no idea how to use it..I don't have time to figure it out.

So Ill post a picture or two.

or more!

Bad Study Time, Some Folk, Windy days and Honeysuckle.

My sister is going mad, I can't study. her voice just drills through doors and walls. I can hear every shout!!
Even folkemusikk isn't helping. http://www.nrk.no/folkemusikk/ <-- really interesting!
Pure Norwegian folk. It's so different from everything I know, yet Irish traditional music isn't miles away from it.
I like to study to it. I never know the lyrics, so I can't sing along. It doesn't distract me half as much as my iTunes.

It's really windy today..it's always windy but today is really bad. I have a permanent imprint of rain on my window. No point in washing the windows, they're always wet.

Some good advice, do not buy/use/burn honeysuckle insence sticks. God they stink. Mine was only burning for 2 mins.. and the smell is everywhere! I can't even open the window, because it will get blown away with the wind. I'm gonna have to sit here, with the smell.  :/

Lactose-based dairy beverage.

my milkshake brings all the boys to the yard.

oh dear!

First post, awkwardness, some awesome music and damp hair.

Found this song today. I like days like that, days that stay with me. They will be remembered.
Music was discovered, lectures were studied.. Life was changed for the better, even just a little bit.
Every little day counts!
This is my new blog.. as usual I've abandoned my old one. I've lost count of the abandoned blogs I used to have. What makes me think this one is here to stay? Nothing.
But I just feel like making another one. Just like making new houses in the Sims, but never actually playing the game.


Should have been an interior designer I suppose.

My hair has been drying since 5.. it is now 9 and it's still damp. Woah.
This is as awkward as I'll get. Hmm.